To spread life.
than all my others seem to come later, much later also consciousness. The time in college that do, are now running dry. Now often thought that if the university so their lives can have, so have the idea that what I now look like?
University of abandoned, often makes me ashamed, because in the school of the reason that parents do not know how hard, how hard for me to only then graduated in June this year, everyone is feeling the dismay, when I am particularly happy that they can come out to make money, the reality is very cruel indeed, nine to five office workers it seems that life is not for me, should I not accept this life, no freedom, no self- time; basic salary is too low,UGG boots, dragged commission is not made, and feel a little kick, but gas. Company, one she said Tuesday, we now know there is pressure, but do not feel the pressure. Right? No, I felt. When I learned that parents in my college, working in construction during the day, still in the ground under the moonlight at night into the early hours, I can not tell the taste of psychology; when I saw the mother because the pain was not too tired arm rest, I Some are not only bad psychology; when I blame my father, as the tobacco and alcohol than food, I know, he is relying on for so many years these two things to relieve stress and fatigue. He has never smoked a good smoke, drink wine, through the good clothes, I sometimes really special especially sad, so sad how incompetent their parents are more than 50 of the retired old man, still going street sweeping, picking up trash at night he wanted to go. So, when I am out drinking bottles of water are reluctant to throw away, when every thought was about to throw my father rode in the middle of the night every night the way no one picking up empty bottles.
out from my internship last year, junior year, my father became my full-time drivers,UGG shoes, each morning I go out at night then I go home, because home to transfer several times that the last home train car as early as six o'clock closing, regardless of the summer re-heat, winter cold again, my father accompanied me without exception. Father less words,UGG boots clearance, so usually I say a few words he never spoke, so I often sat behind him on the wet eyes I kept thinking, how if one day he left to do? So after each stop, I would say a word to the father, to go back slowly. Words every day, but is afraid of falling, fear! Father never enter the hospital, the wound is always a small liquor treatment, the pain is great to get some medicine to the pharmacy, regardless of how my mother and I persuaded him,UGGs, he will not go to the hospital, I am actually quite worried about his body, separated again a few minutes to smoke, drink alcohol than to drink water more than a day, my mother said it was wine, TB, I thought about many ways, coaxed visited the hospital did not get him, he might be aware of their own What is wrong with it, did not dare to face, the parents suffer a lifetime, are coolies earn money, it is particularly distressed money spent on hospitals, especially for no apparent reason, so I probably know his father's idea. I am no longer attached, it is so live it.
the topic. Cried. Can not write them, write them can not control.
though his family was bad, but I did not flies bitterness, at least for me so far are actually quite happy, for the face, how many are a bit young. Never thought of before the stall. But the first time or have taken place freshness. After all, selling things that are to do their own, others buy things mean something to have some recognition. At 00:26 on August 30, 2010
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